Hihi all.. wow so fast now already MAY 2008 liao .. time past really fast One blink of eye my gf and me break off for 6 month already.. and a lot of thing had happen in my life for this 6 month and now i found out quite a few nice song for u all.. hope u all like it.. pls click it and listen it really nice song wor if can listen all the song wor...

Hello ... I am back again to update my blog again.. Just went to Changi Airport T3 yesterday with my Ex Gf although i hope we can be back together but guess she have really let go cos she have not wear the couple ring i specially brought for her last time... She looks really pale and tired when i meet her at T3 it really hurt my heart... We went to See is there anything new things around the areas but quite a number shops there already opened... we went to eat Swensen lol i still remember she like to eat mussels or crayfish wondering did i spell wrongly lol.. Actually we queue up for some time before our turn to sit down and order our dinner.. so after that she seem quiet which make me dont know how to speak out so sometime we become so quiet haha but she told me she wanted to go take a looks at the Butterflies Garden but we cant get in due to Restricted area... so now i will post some Photos i taken there with some music of cos .. so enjoy urself in my blog.. lastly i will update my blog once i got new things around.. I MISS HER & Hope 14 Feb she is Free for me~~







HERE is ALL THE PHOTOs taken by Me.. it really a nice place.. i will go again if got chance..

Harlow ... it really a long time since i writing something here.. although my girlfriend break up with me on 30 nov 2007 when i came back from my Father Birthday Celebration.. Until now I still very miss her, think of her, love her but does she have the same feeling for me too? let hope so.. No matter what have happened between us.. my feeling for u still wont be change so easily... Let me say how my feeling without u.. whenever i go the places with i went with u before i felt so lonely & sad as u r gone from Life... Let me post out some song which is my feeling right now.. Lastly I LOVE YOU.. U r Always my ZHU PI GU!!

Hi it been a long time since i last updated my blog due to a personal love relationship which cause me hurt & sad but currently my dear still depressed and sad as well.. so let talk about this sad thing later on.. so right now let me talk about Eve of Christmas how i celebrate alone .. On the Eve of Christmas all my cousin and relative came over to my house at AMK for Gift Exchange as this is the first time my family organise this hahaz.. u cant believe it my first time to join in this gift exchange functions by my family.. too bad i cant take the pics of the gift i got cos it just a packet of PEANUTS.. omg i cant believe my eyes as well.. so let me publish 2 Pics of my Cousin that my cousin Rachel take for him when i play with him...

Tonight in the first place my dear and me had a wonderful evening together until i am in the fault of making her sad and cried.. although i cant tell u all what exactly happened but all i can say is it all my fault .. do something that hurt her and in fact i dont mean to lie to her although i lie to her a few time before and i promise her i wont ever lie to her or keep anything from her and it realli hurt her heart when i lie.. i really realli wanted to tell her and not lying to her or what cos when she asked me in a serious manner i shocked and scared and dunno how to reply her so of course will tot of i lying to her cos i kept quiet .. i realli dun wan to hurt her and now my dear say she now hard to believe which words i say is true.. i never blame her i only can blame myself .. if i ever had a chance again i will never make this happened again! SORRY dear.. in the situation just now i kept quiet cos i know if i ans yes u will be sad if i ans no it mean i lie to u so i dont know how to replied u so i kept quiet but in the end also hurting u.. however no matter what my ans is .. u will be sad too .. give me a chance to amend my mistake k~~ u know me so long u should know how much u mean to me so whenever i answer ur question i always have to think for quite some time to reply u cos u mean a lot to me~ i know it hard for me to ask u to trust me but trust me not for today unhappy thing and trust me for everything concern care love for u and u know i will nv lie to u ~~ nite dear~~

How I wish i Can be like this with my dear~~


Don't give me up so easily~~ Darling ~~


isit have those xing fu de feeling? like my dear and me right.. actually i intend to buy it for her during valentine day next year but don't know whether she give me a chance ma?


this is the present i brought for my dear


this is my cousin present

Today my dear went to JB with her colleagues and she asked me this morning try not to sms or call her as i know whenever she with friend she dun like to sms or make phone calls.. so i try to ask myself to give dear some time spent with her friend .. so actualli my dear asked me to wait for her calls when she reaching back singapore .. but i waited at the Woodlands Checkpoint since 8.30pm although i not sure whether what time she be back .. but it all right cos even 11pm or 12am i still will wait for her.. recently when i saw my dear i can sense she is unhappy but she keep it to her heart and i know it about us.. maybe she really cant accept i am shorter than her but i am truly want to give her all my best .. as long as she need what i will try to do .. Dear u should know how important you are to me and my heart and feeling for u ~~ is that really can break us apart?? Last time u always want stick so close to me and now u trying to make a distance between us.. although i know you have tried.. but don't give up this relationship so easily like a knife slice a vegetables.. Yesterday my cousin birthday i went to take the photo of the present i brought for her and somehow brought something for u too and also i saw a few thing which suit us and also have meaning de~~ so i also take some photo it and i going to post it and show u~~ can we really go back to the past which we all dun care about what others think of us~~ and happily and sweetly together .. GIVE ME CHANCE DEAR~~~ Give Yourself a Chance and Me.. I can Accept u so U too Don't Make Both of Us in Love With Each other and Cant Be Together

Harlow I am back again from my ICT and recently i been busy so never come in to update my blog.. so let me tell u more about recently i been doing.. yesterday Saturday 20 Oct 2007 In the Morning 11.30am i meeting my dear to MOE to print my Statement of Result of my Certificate as i lost it long ago .. so after we went to MOE then my dear asked me .. dear u ever went to Holland Village? so i replied no wor then my dear smile at me hehe she looks so cute and sweet .. after that both of us dun really know how to go from MOE so luckily i have my Nokia Navigator .. so we walk to a bus stop and sitting there looking at the Navigator how do we go to Holland Village so after searching for quite some time finally we found it but have to walk for 10min to reach there so we walk walk walk walk while seeing the navigator then finally we reach holland village .. and the place really impressed me ... it really a nice place to go to if u looking for something to eat ... so both of us walk around there to see what to eat for our lunch then my dear intro me Katong Laksa and i say ok let go eat then my dear suggest we order 1 Laksa and O-TAK then i say ok ... after that we went over to Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao .. In fact Dear Only want go Eat Xiao Long Bao only but so Pai seh so i Order 1 Minced meat La Mian, 1 Salted Duck meat, 1 Xiao Long Bao .. Actually Among this 3 .. Xiao Long Bao is the Best le hehe ... after we eat finish we headed back to my house.. i still got a lot of places like Sentosa, Zoo, Night Safari and Cable Car Dining that both of us wanna go cos as long as with my dear i feel so happy and xing fu.... a lot of my friend said to me that they can feel i really love my dear a lot.. but actually i answer them back is my dear and me love each other a lot until cant describe cant dun have either one of us .. lol.. then my friend fainted .. haha~~ one advice from me.. if u ever got a partner please treasure it and treasure it with all ur heart no matter what happen or how much hurt u got from the relationship tell urself u gonna protect her/him, care for her/him and love her/him for the rest of yr life.. cos ur partner is like another part of ur life... Take Care~~

Now time is 5.40pm soon i be going back to my army camp and going to be staying there for another last 5 days.. i am so happy that my wife is spending her whole day with me yesterday .. In fact i really really hope i can every minutes spend the rest of my life with her and not leaving her alone ... it quite a long time i ever spend my Satursday with my wife because she had to spend her time with her family as well.. hope i can have more chance to spend with her everyday every moments.. anyway this coming Friday is the last day of my ICT for my 1st Reservist and it time to going back to my normal life work.. So Wish me all the best in whatever i do ba .. I will continue to work hard to the day i propose to my wife & give her all the happiness i can give & Take care of her for the rest of my life even it cost my life cos I LOVE her!! oh ya lastly i wanted to tell her is although i know sometime i maybe quite irritating because keep repeat what i say everyday like remember to drink lot of water .. dun run or else u will breathing difficulties.. and many many more.. but wherever i go or whatever i do my mind is always u .. thinking what are u doing, got take care when i am not by ur side or wad it because i care for u that why will worried about u.. so hope don't feel me irritating cos it realli will heart my heart de ... See u on this coming FRIDAY dear!! Missss u MuaCkk!! i Go Prepare for my Army Stuff le Buaizz Update to u all when i am back from Camp on Friday Night~~~~

I m back at home after 5 Days ICT .. at first when i first reach my Army Camp in Clementi Camp i felt so bored & lonely because i don't have any friend in there and it such a slow time during my first 3 days ... it so tiring and the schduele is so tight until i cant even have a 20min rest ... whenever i do i keep missing my wife and it really a hard time passing my this 5 days in camp.. so now thank to the muslim i got a chance to come back home early 1 day due to their Hari Raya .. tis few days although we seem like a recruit even though we are serving our ICT ... i am glad to have a few friendly bunkmate and all my superior is all good to me .. everyday i have to wake up at 5.30am and then everyone have to fall in at 6am for morning exercise follow by breakfast then draw our individual weapons for training .. i guess last night ismy most late zzz cos we going for outfield at a jungle near my wife estate... we reach camp about 11pm and then clean all our weapon and have night snack it about 12.15am when we go back to our bunk .. by the time we go bath & make a phone call to our loved one it about 1am plus and we have to wake up 4am plus cos today we having a real bullet shooting at jurong camp in the morning to evening.. before we book out .. My Superior asked me to take a good rest in the weekends cos next week we will have another 5 more days of training which will be more hard and tiring .. so wish me good luck people.. hahahzz lastly I MISS my dear so much ..

Hi .. now the time is 5.54pm 07/10/2007 and i just finish my conversation on the phone with my dear and just now in the afternoon i went to shopping in Thomson Shopping Mall with my auntie and cousin .. but it so bored without my dear around .. i keep say to my cousin .. this type of place should come with girlfriend sure very happy and sweet de then my cousin said to me YA LA still need to say meh.. hahaha no choice i kept quiet .. when i reach there i walk around with my cousin and i saw a shop selling those fruit jelly agar agar & prune without seed de it my dear favourites... so i brought 12 jelly agar gar and prune so that later in the night i can bring it to her company for her to share with her colleagues if not later they tot i so stingy lol.. actually i don't mind anything as long as my dear like it i will try to fulfill it cos i know it is a very sweet thing if i done it with all my heart cos i know i love her always.. tomorrow i going for my 1st army ICT for 12 days.. i know i going to miss my dear a lot until dont know what extend .. just hope when i going finish she come fetch me since it her off day.. later i post some photo of my dear make it herself during our 1st anniversary piggy & the photo of the jelly i brought just now keke.. DEAR anything don't scare got me around .. Hope this 12 days very fast over and by the time i back dear must accompany me okie okie... when i am back from Army then i will update to u all!! Take Care .... MuaCckkkk