How I wish i Can be like this with my dear~~


Don't give me up so easily~~ Darling ~~


isit have those xing fu de feeling? like my dear and me right.. actually i intend to buy it for her during valentine day next year but don't know whether she give me a chance ma?


this is the present i brought for my dear


this is my cousin present

Today my dear went to JB with her colleagues and she asked me this morning try not to sms or call her as i know whenever she with friend she dun like to sms or make phone calls.. so i try to ask myself to give dear some time spent with her friend .. so actualli my dear asked me to wait for her calls when she reaching back singapore .. but i waited at the Woodlands Checkpoint since 8.30pm although i not sure whether what time she be back .. but it all right cos even 11pm or 12am i still will wait for her.. recently when i saw my dear i can sense she is unhappy but she keep it to her heart and i know it about us.. maybe she really cant accept i am shorter than her but i am truly want to give her all my best .. as long as she need what i will try to do .. Dear u should know how important you are to me and my heart and feeling for u ~~ is that really can break us apart?? Last time u always want stick so close to me and now u trying to make a distance between us.. although i know you have tried.. but don't give up this relationship so easily like a knife slice a vegetables.. Yesterday my cousin birthday i went to take the photo of the present i brought for her and somehow brought something for u too and also i saw a few thing which suit us and also have meaning de~~ so i also take some photo it and i going to post it and show u~~ can we really go back to the past which we all dun care about what others think of us~~ and happily and sweetly together .. GIVE ME CHANCE DEAR~~~ Give Yourself a Chance and Me.. I can Accept u so U too Don't Make Both of Us in Love With Each other and Cant Be Together

Harlow I am back again from my ICT and recently i been busy so never come in to update my blog.. so let me tell u more about recently i been doing.. yesterday Saturday 20 Oct 2007 In the Morning 11.30am i meeting my dear to MOE to print my Statement of Result of my Certificate as i lost it long ago .. so after we went to MOE then my dear asked me .. dear u ever went to Holland Village? so i replied no wor then my dear smile at me hehe she looks so cute and sweet .. after that both of us dun really know how to go from MOE so luckily i have my Nokia Navigator .. so we walk to a bus stop and sitting there looking at the Navigator how do we go to Holland Village so after searching for quite some time finally we found it but have to walk for 10min to reach there so we walk walk walk walk while seeing the navigator then finally we reach holland village .. and the place really impressed me ... it really a nice place to go to if u looking for something to eat ... so both of us walk around there to see what to eat for our lunch then my dear intro me Katong Laksa and i say ok let go eat then my dear suggest we order 1 Laksa and O-TAK then i say ok ... after that we went over to Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao .. In fact Dear Only want go Eat Xiao Long Bao only but so Pai seh so i Order 1 Minced meat La Mian, 1 Salted Duck meat, 1 Xiao Long Bao .. Actually Among this 3 .. Xiao Long Bao is the Best le hehe ... after we eat finish we headed back to my house.. i still got a lot of places like Sentosa, Zoo, Night Safari and Cable Car Dining that both of us wanna go cos as long as with my dear i feel so happy and xing fu.... a lot of my friend said to me that they can feel i really love my dear a lot.. but actually i answer them back is my dear and me love each other a lot until cant describe cant dun have either one of us .. lol.. then my friend fainted .. haha~~ one advice from me.. if u ever got a partner please treasure it and treasure it with all ur heart no matter what happen or how much hurt u got from the relationship tell urself u gonna protect her/him, care for her/him and love her/him for the rest of yr life.. cos ur partner is like another part of ur life... Take Care~~

Now time is 5.40pm soon i be going back to my army camp and going to be staying there for another last 5 days.. i am so happy that my wife is spending her whole day with me yesterday .. In fact i really really hope i can every minutes spend the rest of my life with her and not leaving her alone ... it quite a long time i ever spend my Satursday with my wife because she had to spend her time with her family as well.. hope i can have more chance to spend with her everyday every moments.. anyway this coming Friday is the last day of my ICT for my 1st Reservist and it time to going back to my normal life work.. So Wish me all the best in whatever i do ba .. I will continue to work hard to the day i propose to my wife & give her all the happiness i can give & Take care of her for the rest of my life even it cost my life cos I LOVE her!! oh ya lastly i wanted to tell her is although i know sometime i maybe quite irritating because keep repeat what i say everyday like remember to drink lot of water .. dun run or else u will breathing difficulties.. and many many more.. but wherever i go or whatever i do my mind is always u .. thinking what are u doing, got take care when i am not by ur side or wad it because i care for u that why will worried about u.. so hope don't feel me irritating cos it realli will heart my heart de ... See u on this coming FRIDAY dear!! Missss u MuaCkk!! i Go Prepare for my Army Stuff le Buaizz Update to u all when i am back from Camp on Friday Night~~~~

I m back at home after 5 Days ICT .. at first when i first reach my Army Camp in Clementi Camp i felt so bored & lonely because i don't have any friend in there and it such a slow time during my first 3 days ... it so tiring and the schduele is so tight until i cant even have a 20min rest ... whenever i do i keep missing my wife and it really a hard time passing my this 5 days in camp.. so now thank to the muslim i got a chance to come back home early 1 day due to their Hari Raya .. tis few days although we seem like a recruit even though we are serving our ICT ... i am glad to have a few friendly bunkmate and all my superior is all good to me .. everyday i have to wake up at 5.30am and then everyone have to fall in at 6am for morning exercise follow by breakfast then draw our individual weapons for training .. i guess last night ismy most late zzz cos we going for outfield at a jungle near my wife estate... we reach camp about 11pm and then clean all our weapon and have night snack it about 12.15am when we go back to our bunk .. by the time we go bath & make a phone call to our loved one it about 1am plus and we have to wake up 4am plus cos today we having a real bullet shooting at jurong camp in the morning to evening.. before we book out .. My Superior asked me to take a good rest in the weekends cos next week we will have another 5 more days of training which will be more hard and tiring .. so wish me good luck people.. hahahzz lastly I MISS my dear so much ..

Hi .. now the time is 5.54pm 07/10/2007 and i just finish my conversation on the phone with my dear and just now in the afternoon i went to shopping in Thomson Shopping Mall with my auntie and cousin .. but it so bored without my dear around .. i keep say to my cousin .. this type of place should come with girlfriend sure very happy and sweet de then my cousin said to me YA LA still need to say meh.. hahaha no choice i kept quiet .. when i reach there i walk around with my cousin and i saw a shop selling those fruit jelly agar agar & prune without seed de it my dear favourites... so i brought 12 jelly agar gar and prune so that later in the night i can bring it to her company for her to share with her colleagues if not later they tot i so stingy lol.. actually i don't mind anything as long as my dear like it i will try to fulfill it cos i know it is a very sweet thing if i done it with all my heart cos i know i love her always.. tomorrow i going for my 1st army ICT for 12 days.. i know i going to miss my dear a lot until dont know what extend .. just hope when i going finish she come fetch me since it her off day.. later i post some photo of my dear make it herself during our 1st anniversary piggy & the photo of the jelly i brought just now keke.. DEAR anything don't scare got me around .. Hope this 12 days very fast over and by the time i back dear must accompany me okie okie... when i am back from Army then i will update to u all!! Take Care .... MuaCckkkk

Hope u like it dear.. our Baby is on the way~~~

Yr Feet must be killing u
becos you've been wandering
around in my mind all day..

I Love all the stars in the sky,
but they are nothing compared
to the ones in ur eyes

You can fall from a mountain,
you can fall from a tress,
but the best way to fall ,
is to fall in love with me

I wanted to put something incredibly
beautiful, sweet, nice, sensitive and funny
on ur mobile display, but unfortunately, i don't fit on it

The sky without stars is
like sleep without dreams,
like a song without music,
like a rose without smell,
likes a day without u

Don't know why i just like to come to my Blog as i thought of what i want to say to my wife.. Now time 12.04am 06/10/2007.. Today my dear went to KBox with her 1 female friend.. although she told me she going with her friend before 1 day but too bad i have to go work.. if not i so wish i can go with them de.. but nvm i told my dear i go with her someday.. cos i know we love to sing song to each other... recently i felt so xing fu with my dear around u know in the evening after work i went to meet my dear in AMK HUB and then we go home ...and u can't believe this when both of us eat up the whole steamed fish cooked by my maid .. the fish is so big and fresh .. after our dinner we went back to my room and we take a few DVD movies to choose to watch .. actually it quite a long time when my dear and me together watch DVD, how i wish i can work hard to earn more $$ and give my dear and me a house of ours and every moments stay together with my dear.. thank my wife for staying beside me when i need u .. when i told her i going to ICT soon and i know she trying her best to come accompany me or else have to wait until after 19/10/2007 then can see me .. as i told her before i hope she can come fetch me on 19/10/2007 (Friday) in my camp in Clementi... but see how ba cause i know my wife also very tired after working days.... anyway Just now u told me I LOVE u to me and i also wanted to tell u as loud as possible I LOVE YOU FOREVER & Trust me I will give u all my best to be a Good HUBBY ! Muackk Hug Hug~~ i go dreamland meet my wife le..

Today after work i met my dear for dinner and i really love to be with her cause she let me felt so happy & sweet, hope our feeling will lasts forever.. After i hear she giving me a chance the feeling is so great until i don't even know how to describe it out.. Hope she will never ever thought of leaving me again.. I will forever Treasure her, Dotes her, Care for her, Love her & Give her Happiness.. Hope one day she will also write something in this blog because this blog is personally created for her.. One words from my experience i gain recently to everyone of u which is If U Chosen her/him as your Forever Wife/Hubby TREASURE her or else when she/he GONE just blame yourself for not Treasure this relationship.. Dear MuaCkk i just love u as much!! Huggg~~ Huggg~~ whenever with u all the problem i have had gone! Thank for Treasure me and Forever I Owe this to u.. if u ask me if i got 3 wishes what would i wishes for.. 1st wishes: Propose to u.... 2nd wishes: Love u with all my Heart... 3rd wishes: Want u stick to me forever and don't leave me even for 1 sec... i go sleep liao cause tomorrow meeting my dear in the morning.. Nite~ will update to u all when i got new stuffs..

Firstly i want to tell u when u read this it not to Stress u but Hope u read all my message i wrote of my View and go think did i really say until quite true? not even us others also have their problems is just that how they together gone thru it. Height really matter? Qualification really matter? Family Background really matter? From what my views that True Love come from Heart and Mentality from yourself, Both who love each other so deeply until can't have either one of them can really get break apart by what others think? family disapprove? For a Relationship there will be Happiness, Sadness, Stress due to Work & Problem from Family but if you cant cope with it let me cope and planned what we going to change their views and don't make yourself give up so easily, let say now u with a guy who is family background good, good income, good qualification u can know whether that person will beat u, torture u or toying your feeling.. Love really can make u Sacrifice a lot just for the person u really love and show her u treasure each other, If u really love a person wont u give up anything for that particular person no matter what as long as our feeling is still there, so i have told u before quite a few time Don't until gone then regret i guess this u also have told me before... Family Disapprove We should work hard and harder no matter half way we meet what hardship we need to go through together however we already gone through together for 1 year 2 months we should go on and on .. Different people will have Their Own Views just only see how u think of what they think from the stare they give, U told me Forcing wont have Xing Fu but If u Try still got 50% of Chances, No Try mean 0% .. You should have know long ago i always wanted to further my studies but i know maybe u think i only say say so simple but never done anything.. that why u felt unsecured for our future give me chance to do something to proof i am sincere to work hard with u for our future after all i just only need at least 3 years of your youth time to work hard together if during this time i still the old self don't planned for the future i won't say anything & let u decide everything cos at that time i don't deserved to speak up or ask for your sacrifice .. u know i dun promise if i don't have confident, i just need stand by my side together overcome all our problem... i going to prepare for work see u tonight for dinner.. Our love shall not perish until the day all the oceans gone & we gone together, if i can choose this lifetime who to be my wife i wan u to be my wife .. next lifetime i also still choose u be my wife or hubby, next next lifetime i still want to choose u as our love is never ends.. until the day i gone forever ...

That my Favourite Music isn't it nice? Enjoy the music.. while listen to the music u can feel the love we gone thru together maybe is too love my dear keep wondering what she doing, did she miss me, did she also felt the same feeling as me, although i can't control myself not to stop Sms, Call her cos it really hard .. hope she understand my feeling and sincerity all along.. now all this song is all my favourites as well as my dear.. This 6 day i have been listening to this few song as all this song mean a lot to us as well..

So let me say my Dear Likes first ba then dislikes then lastly what she Hopes of me

Likes - Piggy Stuff and Pink Color Items, me pay attention to her when we having a conversation,like me to hug her,care and concern about her, hold her hand, care for her, honest with her, those that dun have gases drinks like Lemon tea, Green tea, Soft Shell Crab, Clay Fish, Mussels, Prawn, Old Chang Kee Octopus Leg & Body, Accompany her go buy clothes and shopping, as long as can spend time with me she will be happy

Dislikes - Lie to her, Raw Oyster as she will vomit, Porridge, Not Paying attention when talking to her, Never Sms her or Call her, Spend time with my Friend rather than her, Eat Medicine

Hopes about me - Further my Studies, Give her Secure Feeling, Understands her, Be More Mature, Want me to Spend more time with her, Be More Confident

hope this info shows how much i understand about my dear and yet now still trying my best to understand her even more, my feeling for her everyday still increasing until the day i am not around anymore... I LOVE U ...

before i say anything about me and my dear i show u this pic she drew for me which forever in my lifetime i won't be able to forget and i really touched by her love for me it so cute and sweet too okay so now this Post is for my Dear Only just wish to let u know did u remember all those word i told u before.. which is

" when i think of u, my heart will

beats the only time when i stop

thinking of u is when my heart stop

beating" "Wherever you go Whatever you do

I will be Right Here Waiting for you"

"As long as i am Around in this world

i will be the Sweetest Hubby

and let us together Create a new World Sweetest Family "


"因为你让我感到真爱,我希望你还记得

我们的約定, 就是永远疼你爱你照顾你

还有给你幸福到我倒下的一天。我会等

你我 (¯`爱´¯)你让我们一起努力争取

我们的幸福 我的宝贝猪屁股 "

and many more so now let me say my dear sweetest words that she told me before.. which is " no matter what u do, no matter what u think, no matter how u feel, my love for u will never change. i've already waited for 10 months.. so another weeks or months or even year of waiting doesnt make much difference.... so long as u love me..." although every words we say to each other is from the bottom of our heart but i still don't understand why i let my dear down .. some promises i make for her seem just say say only and never really trying my best to make it happen.. i ask myself .. am i really a empty promising person? so i told myself that if i cant do it i will not promise her anymore.. so now is it time to give me a chance as well no matter what happen.. although recently i having a very sad moments about my relationship... is Height really matter to those who is in love with each other & gone thru all the hardship and happiness together? actually in the start i have no confident as i know my dear is taller than me but in the end thanks to my dear from the start giving me confident to stand up as a man.. and told myself Yes i love her so i shouldn't have hurt her so as for qualifications i have lie to her before as i told her i studies until O level but actually just a N level and right now i have been search for more info as i hope to further my studies and i know it is better for our future as well so i told myself i shouldn't lie to one i love right so i sms her tell her i lie to her and hope she accept my apology and i told her i everything will tell her from now with no lie.. and i really done it and she told me never ever lie to her again as i know she really hate liar .. i know how it feel when ur loved one lie to u ... sorry for such a long message i really have too many words i hope to say or else i will regret from the rest of my life.. so for the next post i will list out all the Likes and Dislikes thing about my dear to me.. as for the past 1 Yr 2 Mths together which i kept it from my hearts...

so this time i gonna tell u about how bad i am at that time to make my dear drew those 2 picture & do u know at that time i saw this piggy she drew i nearly drop my tears as i still haven met her when she waited for me at my house study corner and i still give a excuses not to go down & i can feel how sad she was during that time .. so now i still remember my dear wrote in the blog which is this message .. i'm sure that as long as we love each other, there isnt anything we cant solve de right?

"我们就像猪头和猪屁股

--没有谁都不行,永远都不会分开"


until now i still remember all the sweet word she say in her heart..

Actually frankly speaking i don't really know how to create a blog because previously i have one blog which is me and my dear together .. but since dec 2006 we have not update anything there but there is a lot of my sweet moments about my dear and me .. although last time my dear want to teach me how to create blog and write something there in our blog but this time i know it a bit late to do anything because my dear is so stress about our relationship as what she told me about her mummy disapprove us but from my view as long as both love each other and have feeling towards each other so should have not giving up so easily.. i promise my dear a lot of thing including of taking courses to upgrade my qualification & have a secure income so that in future we can zhu fu by her mummy and i know maybe it a bit late to regret .. but i really hope my dear can give me a chance and herself a chance for our future once and again.. i still remember during feb 2006 my dear and me create a personal blog just for ourself and she always wrote what she want to say there and she have ask me to write but i replied her i don't know how to use it and only i do is to keep update to the blog about what she wrote there.. i will never forget the day when we first started together.. i always make her so sad and hurt so i told myself i am a man .. i want to give her security, love, concern but i still remember the day i hurt her when she come to my house void deck and she ask me come down find her and i keep finding excuses not to meet her but not don't know is it my retribution already because now i cant meet her already.. and i know she like me to paid attention when we are on the phone or during our conversation but seem how i keep hurt her again by not paying attention to her.. actually i ask myself why i keep on prevent her from meeting her own friend or colleague .. in fact not i don't trust her for what she doing is just that i love her too much and of course i will a bit sensitive rite i still remember everything she love, likes and dislikes.. in my lifetime .. it already 5 day i never meet my dear and when on the phone i can sense she is not really happy i guess maybe i stress her a lot by keep sms her, call her, actually every moments i keep thinking of her and thinking what she doing now.. i wanna tell her I LOVE U no matter what happen.. i will update again when i think of more to say from my heart..